I found out yesterday that someone I loved passed away. That's the second death in weeks and since they say it happens in "3s", I'm waiting...
Unfortunately, I don't think my heart can endure more loss - it is still so tender from losing Lillian, ripped open fresh yesterday from losing Phil, and still raw from losing my relationship 6 weeks ago.
I haven't talked about my break-up on this blog, or really anywhere in public. Either to defend the innocent, or to save myself from shame, I just haven't wanted to admit another relationship failure. I also haven't wanted to admit that I miss him... But I do. And in the midst of all this loss, I miss him more. The truth is that I'm dying for a hug. Even a strong, independent woman sometimes needs to be wrapped up and told that everything's going to be okay...
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